why i even bother going home. as soon as i step in the door, i feel this huge sense of relief, like maybe things will be good, that the stress will go away. but then.. the fighting with my mom starts.. and my brother is home.. add his yelling and lecturing to the mix and i might as well be roadkill to them. yeah, i got tons of congrats on graduating. but when i told them about massage therapy school, all they did was talk down to me. you couldnt do something like that, its a waste of money, youll never find a job doing that, why cant you do something better. all weve done is fight since the minute i walked in the door. i dont understand why we cant get along. i try so hard to tip toe around everything because i dont want to cause another argument, and they get upset/angry whenever im honest with them. they dont leave me a lot of options. i think i need to plan on going back to my apartment sooner than i intended. i cant take much more of this without breaking down.
im just glad that i get to see a few good friends while im home. the only good reason to come home. theyll definitely improve my mood. itll be nice to have a few stress free hours.
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