So.. I woke up from my nap.. and KC came out of her room to give me a hug.. without even knowing what's going on.

That girl always knows when something is wearing me down.
She doesn't even have to know what's going on in my life, doesn't have to know the details.
But then again, most of the time it's painfully obvious when something is bugging me.

She went back to her room, and of course I followed, because I needed some mindless conversation.

What do I do the second I get in her room?

I curl into a ball on her bed and close my eyes.

She started talking about her boyfriend and some random school stuff, and then she wanted to start talking about everything that's been going on with me.

I almost started crying. Like legit, normally I don't care if I cry in front of her, but I just didn't even have the energy to actually cry.

Then.. because she knows it calms me down:

Her: You want me to play with your hair?

Me: I have a braid in. *gigantic pause* I can take it out.

Her: *laughs - kind mocking tone* "I have a braid in.. buttt I can take it out."

It instantly made me not want to cry anymore.

I almost fell asleep again.

She kept talking about her boyfriend and our friend EO and about the school bullshit that's happening to her right now.
And I vented to her about what's been going on. About my worries and frustrations, etc.
I think it helped a little bit.

She just left to go do laundry at EO's dorm building.

All I have to say is, thank fucking god I have some of the friends I do. Thank god those friends are always there for me. And thank god I can vent to KC, along with a few other choice friends, because I would probably be a frustrated mess right now if I didn't.

I haven't even begun to process all of the stuff from the past few days. And I don't even have time to start processing until friday night. Hopefully GV can help me figure some of this out.

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I cannot, for the life of me, get this song out of my head. Been singing it all day. No wonder I can't concentrate, even when I try.