Confession #19: I am officially done. Not going to fight for her anymore. I'm too tired. Her actions reek of how she used to be. If you've changed, you can fucking show me. Until then, I'm done.
Confession #20: I have a crush on someone I shouldn't, and would never give me the time of day. Dammit.
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Last night was pretty fun. J's boyfriend came over, along with her friend C (no, not my C) who I happen to know from a school group I'm in. We just hung out and drank and played a Harry Potter drinking game. I wasn't feeling well to begin with though (been sick for the past couple days), so I will say I didn't follow the rules completely. None of us got drunk, but it was nice to just talk and have a relaxing night.
Today is also going to be a bum day. As I'm writing this, J and her boyfriend are currently still asleep on the futon, so I'm trying to type quietly. =P J and I are going to make breakfast in her dorm (if I can even handle food today -> upset stomach = no bueno), watch movies all day, eat ice cream, and just try to have one stress-free day.
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