J and I just got locked out of her room.
The first night I stay with her and we both have keys.. we go to the vendies because I've been craving chocolate since about 5pm and we both forget to bring keys, and don’t realize it til we get back. I wasn’t wearing shoes.. so J had to run to find RAs so they could open the door.
Gahhh, gonna be an interesting week.
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Slightly annoyed with C right now. Blatantly ignoring me. Not.Fucking.Cool. We have shit to talk about, like for when she gets back in less than 2 weeks. I'm tired of being uncertain about what's going on between us. She told me that when she gets back, I better be prepared to spend a lot of time with her, preferably every day, if I plan on being her girlfriend. I have no problem with that. I haven't seen her in almost a year, and miss her like crazy. Every day sounds pretty fucking amazing. She openly admits to sometimes telling people that I'm her girlfriend (although we're not in a relationship yet), however.. it seems like since she told me that, she's trying to avoid the "us" talk. I'm just plain tired. I'm not going to fight for it anymore. When she wants to be with me, she can send me a fucking memo.
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I tried uploading a video I made for B earlier.. but it's fucking weird. It either won't upload, or it does upload but my body movements go ten times faster than my voice.. grrrrr.
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