So, it's been a few days since I wrote.

It's been a long couple of days. Needless to say, I was pretty fucking depressed last week. I've never lost someone that I was THAT close with. Friday I ended up calling my aunt and leaving her a voicemail asking her (amidst tons of crying) if she could take me home that day so I could spend the weekend with my family. I felt like I was isolating myself from all of my friends, even the people I live with. I didn't want to talk to anyone, go out, etc. Anyway, then I called my mom, who immediately upon picking up the phone knew something was wrong. So basically, I went home for the weekend.

The second I walked in the door I felt calm. My mom came rushing over and gave me this huge hug and we talked about K for a short while. Then a bunch of other stuff. For the first time in a long time, I turned my cell phone off. I didn't want to deal with anyone.

A came over (thank goodness for my RFM buddies) sunday and we had a good talk.

It's probably the best time I've ever spent while home. Yesterday I felt so relaxed, ready to conquer anything.

Then, my housemate texted me and told me that they had had to evacuate our apartment because carbon monoxide had been leaking from the furnace for quite awhile, and the detector had just gone off. When T called, he didn't tell me much. Just that we couldn't go back into the apartment until our landlord fixed the furnace. HAHAHA, like that's going to fucking happen. I will be completely shocked if it takes him less than 2 days to fix this. We're all meeting up later today to talk about everything, and T is going to tell us what our landlord said when he talked to him. Please let it be good news. I need a good day.

Oh, and as a side note.. I talked to one of my ex-girlfriends today... (: I swear she makes me float whenever I talk to her. I really want us to get back together, and it seems to be headed in that direction. She called me this morning to tell me Happy Valentine's Day and that she loves me. I was pretty darn giddy after that. She asked me to be her valentine. I don't care if she's far away right now. She's my valentine and I'm happy she asked, even though we can't be with each other right now. She's coming back to NY in March though... hopefully I'll get to see her soon after. *fingers crossed*