I really need to stop daydreaming so much. For example, when I was in the car with my mom today on our way to Michael's to get go shopping for some frames and scrapbook stuff, I zoned out and went into this elaborate random daydream about being in IN and seeing C at a club (no idea where that random scenario came from), and my mom's voice finally breaks through my reverie, asking if I've heard a word she's said. Of course, I hadn't. I felt kind of bad because though I'm home for about 10 days, my mom and I haven't spent a lot of time together. Like, I just can't handle spending tons of time with her. It just causes us to fight and get angry and she always thinks she's right or she lectures me constantly. I'm not sorry that I don't want to subject myself to getting lectured about my choices in life, but I do feel bad because I know she misses my brother and I whenever we go back to school. *le sigh*
I haven't been sleeping well. It's worse than normal. B keeps telling me she's having nightmares. Yeah? Join the club. Every single night. This needs to stop. I'm like a fucking zombie during the day because I'm getting zero sleep.
Going to the doctor's office in the morning. That should be fun.. not. Bright side? Going to get pictures developed (FINALLY) so I can start on my scrapbook, and possibly buying new sneakers and such. =)
Oh, and this is a pretty awesome video collab that this girl Kaitlin (http://organizationxiii.tumblr.com/) created. It was mad cute.
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