Sitting in the library with KC.. massively bored. I don't think I did well on either of my exams today.. I dunno.. I just haven't been all that focused lately. I think maybe when we get back to school from February break I might make an appointment at the Counseling Center. I think I just need an unbiased person to talk to about K. Yeah, I'm coping. But I haven't actually dealt with a lot of the feelings I've let build up in the past 4 years.. and I don't feel like having them explode on someone I care about.
I had a little convo with KA today, she broke up with her girlfriend, which apparently I have to wait to hear the story. Grrr, she knows I have no patience lol. I keep telling her to come on an adventure with me but she's mean and won't leave FL to come to NY to play. =( She says I have to go there which isn't fair, we're supposed to meet halfway. What state is the exact middle between Fl and NY anyway?
Skype date with GV tomorrow morning. Guess I can forget sleeping in lol. Oh well, we haven't talked in awhile, I think she was mad at me for not being supportive of her relationship with MD. That bitch was seriously psychotic though.. and she was interrupting GV's life so much that her grades were dropping. NOT COOL. I warned her this would happen though, and she still went out with her. I guess they broke up too though. Seems like a lot of relationships are ending lately.
“Stay mad as long as you can because once you’re not mad anymore, it hurts.
It hurts like hell, and once it hurts that bad you can’t make yourself mad anymore.”
I have to spend the next 11 days at my mom's house.. I'm really hoping it goes well. We fight so much, and I hate it. Hopefully I'll be spending a lot of time with my RFM buddy, AH. And when LH comes home we'll all be able to chill for a day, then I'll have to come back to school. My apartment should be fixed next week though, or at least thats what TP told everyone after he talked to our landlord. I hope that's the case, I'm tired of carrying my entire life around with me all day in a bag.
I have to spend the next 11 days at my mom's house.. I'm really hoping it goes well. We fight so much, and I hate it. Hopefully I'll be spending a lot of time with my RFM buddy, AH. And when LH comes home we'll all be able to chill for a day, then I'll have to come back to school. My apartment should be fixed next week though, or at least thats what TP told everyone after he talked to our landlord. I hope that's the case, I'm tired of carrying my entire life around with me all day in a bag.
KC just left to go meet up with her boyfriend, so I'm now sitting here, still procrastinating. I keep going back and forth between this and like 6 other sites. Can you say aimless?
Oh well, gonna get off here and attempt to do some work before I leave to go home in an hour.
Kbyee.
favorite part is like 1:05-1:15 gahh, so good.
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