So, last night, EM and I had a heart-to-heart.

We talked about how I'm still into one of my ex-girlfriends and how much that sucks.

I need to get over her.

She's not good for me.

It's kind of destructive, whatever is between us.

EM told me about some problems she's been having.

And was pretty fucking mad when I told her about a situation involving the ex-girlfriend that I still like.

She couldn't believe someone would do and say those things to me.

And she's right.

It was pretty fucked up.

So, until I actually feel like sorting through all the bullshit concerning that person,

I'm tucking it in the back of my mind.

And just focusing on having fun.

We talked about sex, and sex toys.

She showed me one of hers that I was like, "Yeah.. gotta get me one of those." Haha.

Such a funny conversation.

And it completely lightened my mood after several days of stress.

Work today was good. I worked with K and G.

K asked me to text N and see if he'd switch with me so I could work Saturday nights and he would take my Tuesday nights, because K can't stand working with him because he doesn't do his job, just sits and talks to A the whole night.

So, I texted him and he said he'd switch with me, so I now work Saturdays, which means more tips for me. :)

And I get to work with K, and she's mad chill.

She said she might start calling me Claire, like C does, because we'll be working with A every Saturday and we both have the same name.

It's funny that I rarely even answer to my name anymore.

Guess I have too many nicknames.

Ah well, time to watch a movie and relax.

It's been a long couple of days.

Relaxing all day tomorrow sounds like a fantastic idea to me.

Although, I still have to find an outfit for Thursday.

I have something in mind, but it's kind of... revealing..

I mean.. I could wear a tank top underneath it.. but what's the fun in that? ;)

This pretty much describes how I'm feeling at this point concerning "the ex."