Honestly.. just really fucking exhausted right now. Thought I had a test this wednesday.. but apparently my vision is playing tricks on me because there's no test until March 3. Absolute fail.

I just feel so stressed out right now. The past 2 days have just been emotionally draining. I don't know if I can handle what's being thrown my way, but I want to. I want to try to help this person cope with it, as long as it means that they remain in my life. We have about a month to figure everything out, then hopefully this person will be here, and my heart will stop feeling like there's a knife in it.

Off to bed, hopefully. Keeping my fingers crossed that insomnia doesn't stop by to pay me another visit.