21-24.

21. Something you can't seem to get over.
How some people only care about themselves, and have no desire to care about anyone else or what's going on in the world. Forgive me if I have friends in different countries, and when something bad happens to their town (like floods or something), I worry about them, and voice my worries to you. I'm sorry that you're so self absorbed that you only give a shit about yourself. One day, something bad is going to happen, and you're going to want someone to care, and they won't (simply because you didn't care about when they were upset or something bad happened to them).

22. 10 things about you people don't really expect.
1. I'm quite easy to talk to about the hard stuff. A lot of people end up spilling their guts to me or asking me for advice. I can't tell you the number of times I've answered my phone at all times of the night to answer a question or to listen to someone vent our their worries. I've even gone to people's houses at 4am because they wanted me there to talk to. 2. I am in fact intelligent, and I'm not a bitch unless I need to be. Just because it sounds like I have a valley girl accent doesn't mean I'm stupid or a bitch. I love learning new things and I love meeting new people. So, GET TO KNOW ME BEFORE YOU ASSUME SHIT. Kthx. (: 3. I'm adopted. People don't think that I am when they meet me and my mom because we look a lot alike. 4. A lot of people don't expect me to be so outspoken. But, I have no problem talking about basically anything, no matter where I am or what I'm doing. 5. They don't expect me to like some of the things I like because they consider them weird. I like The Addams Family (and have been nicknamed Wednesday by several people because I look like her). I like graveyards (and have this strange urge to have a picnic at midnight in a graveyard because I find them oddly peaceful) -> P.S. A.H. and I still have yet to do this. =(  I apologize, usually in my head but sometimes out loud, every time I accidentally step on someone's grave when I go to visit my dad's, aunt's, or grandpa's grave (I oddly enough live almost next door to a graveyard -> all that's standing between my house and that is a farmstand and a cornfield. I find horror flicks funny. Stuff like that. 6. I will drop everything I am doing if you call/text/email/whatever me when you're upset. 7. I'm usually completely open with people once they get to know me and we become friends. 8. I don't completely trust anyone anymore. 9. I'm not as innocent as I look. I have a fucked up past, and I don't always follow the rules. You'd be surprised. 10. I am actually 22. I understand that I look young, but please, when you meet me, do not assume that I'm 16 or whatever. And do not make fun of me for how young I look or how short I am. It's not funny after you make 8573947593765 jokes about it.

23. Something you always think "what if..." about.
One of my ex-girlfriends. I always thought "what if she hadn't lied", "what if she hadn't played games", or "what if i had done something to make her stay in NY." But, I finally realized that you can't think like that. Things happen for a reason, whether you like it or not, with or without an explanation. It's just something you have to realize and move on.

24. Things you want to say to 5 different people.
A -> you're really screwed up, and I feel very sorry for you. Please, seek help. Go to a therapist. You need it.
C -> I loved you with all of my heart. But you refused to fight for me, so why should I have continued to fight to be with you, when you wouldn't even try?
N -> We used to be such close friends, and now we're not even talking. And I really don't understand why.
A (different than the first) -> Happy birthdayy! Have a very good one, you deserve it. <3
K -> Help me repair our friendship. I can't do it alone.