Insomnia kind of really sucks.
I don't care to be alone with my thoughts right now.
Like, at all.
12:30am break down.
Fucking hell.
Legit sitting here balling my eyes out while watching Skins,
because they have to bury one of their friends.
And it makes me think of KMC.
When is this huge gaping hole in my heart going to mend?
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It's an hour later, and I'm still crying.
EM gave me some pain meds that she says will knock me out in like 20 minutes.
That stuff doesn't normally work for me, but I'm guzzling seltzer like it's my job so they dissolve and hoping it makes me fall asleep soon.
My heart physically hurts right now.
I don't want to feel anything, just for one night.
Is that too much to ask?
Legit sitting here balling my eyes out while watching Skins,
because they have to bury one of their friends.
And it makes me think of KMC.
When is this huge gaping hole in my heart going to mend?
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It's an hour later, and I'm still crying.
EM gave me some pain meds that she says will knock me out in like 20 minutes.
That stuff doesn't normally work for me, but I'm guzzling seltzer like it's my job so they dissolve and hoping it makes me fall asleep soon.
My heart physically hurts right now.
I don't want to feel anything, just for one night.
Is that too much to ask?
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