Good. Fucking. Lord.
I am completely and utterly physically and mentally drained.
Haven't had a break from work, at all.
My only day off is Wednesday, and even then I have a million things to do.
However, the money'll be worth it.
And, hopefully, I'll be able to make enough within the next week or so so that I don't have to move back home.
I need this to work.
Which is making me super stressed out.
But my meds are doing their job, and I haven't had a panic attack in the past few days.
Which is definitely a relief.
One thing at a time, I guess.
I've literally been so tired that I actually passed out at 9:30 the other night.
Yeah, I got sleep for once.
Shocker, right?
Today, work was pretty bad. One of the waitresses makes me on edge, because honestly, she acts like she hates me.
She's always yelling at me and putting me down.
And it makes me mess up, and it's frustrating that I'm making such stupid mistakes because I'm nervous with her judging me all the time.
She legit got in my face today and went off on me.
And it was over something so small.
And I get to do it all over again tomorrow morning.
Joy.
There's a lot of other stuff that's happened lately,
but I don't really feel like putting it all on here.
At least, not yet.
*sigh* Off to bed, I guess.
Let's hope I pass out early again.
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